Lisette: *curls up with a pillow, half-asleep* Mm, comfy cozy love love…
Hikage: *hits her with a pillow*
Lisette: OW! Damnit, someone’s been casting Sleepga on that pillow!
Hikage: Thus the whacking.

I slept all day yesterday, thus no entry. Guess the insomnia caught up with me. (I also spent the evening watching Neechan play KH, but that’s beside the point. Mmm, Riku.) I’ve had a pretty good two days. *knocks on wood* I’ve almost got my schedule for next year figured out (yes, we already have to choose courses) and it’s looking pretty good. Nice variation for the colleges to look at, yet fun. But I dunno if I can get into Astrology, cuz the teacher that taught it is leaving. Blerg.

We’re trying to get the fight with Sephiroth. Just cuz Sephiroth is so cool. But first we have to do all this other stuff… Moo. Want more Riku. He’s so nummily evil.

Ah, more mail from colleges. No, I will not go to your summer program; the heat there was enough to kill small animals, let alone me. Heat bad. Cold good. I swear, it was something like 110 degrees. I can’t stand anything above 85, and over 100 gives me heatstroke. Baaad summer, that was.

So. Stuff. My new English classes are painfully dumbed-down. We have vocab. In a junior/senior class. With words like “communication”. 7|-|3 p41|\|.

Nothing more to say. I hate school buses, but that’s a painfully long story.

So I lied. Chapter 7 only turned out to be seventeen pages. I forgot to take into consideration that the last scene in that chapter was written entirely by me, so is in my incredibly large handwriting. Atleast the chapter is a decent length. I have a feeling chapter eight will be huge. Like, over twenty pages, unless we rearange chapter breaks, which will most likely happen. I am in control, for I am the typer! I deside when the chapters end and begin! Mwahahahah!

Anyway, Stephy-chan, if you’re having so much trouble with the site design, try something else. If you want, I’ll send you the story so you can get a feel for K’Leven, if you want. Maybe you’ll get inspiration after you know what his character is like.

I don’t have anything else to say, and my fingers hurt from typing, so, ja mata!

Here, Nat-chan, Social Blog for you!

I eagerly await the Insti ficlet. I have felt the depravation from your loverly avvies for quite a while now. I think my favorite of your real-life similies would be the Ishie one. He’s adorable. You are required to call me next weekend, then. And I want a full report about the Disney place, because I’ve never been to such a one. Nor do I have hopes of going to one, nor would I likely enjoy a stay at one. But I like hearing about them.

Schmidt: Nah, I don’t need a job. I feel no need to own any anime other than Yami no Matsuei and Fruits Basket, and since the stores around here suck I won’t be able to buy them for quite a while.

Moony: Be honest. I looked awful. ^^;; I have pictures to prove it, too. But I shall be benevolent and not comment on yours and Weasel’s dresses.

Nick: You should pick up some FF7, man. Jenova’s music rocks.

So I go to the shrink in about half an hour. My old shrink, which I’m not sure I’m happy about. Yanno, she’ll be like, “Lisette! What happened to fuck up all my work on you?” And that just wouldn’t be cool. I’m also hoping I don’t go to a mental hospital or something. I very much doubt I’m that messed up, but maybe that’s because I’m on a good kick right now. I feel good. I did my schoolwork, I’m getting good grades thus far, I’ve been writing some neat shit, I’ve been playing KH and working on layouts, Neechan has her car back, and everything is peaches and cream. Until it’s not, which I expect to happen in three days. Sad, that I’m so predictable.

But! The present is good, and that is all I’m asking for. A good future would be too much to ask for. A decent future, now that’s reasonable. And to add to Neechan’s update news, I’ll have at least four story things posted in addition to the bajillion pictures. And hopefully I’ll soon have a cosplay section detailing the making of our outfits! Cuz I’m crazy like that. And I can’t wait to get the wig. It’s massive, my friends. Majorly massive.

Almost forgot to mention: I’m two-thirds of the way through Pride and Prejudice. Been reading it a bunch the past two days. I like Mr. Darcy.

So I have a question for all of you who have played Kingdom Hearts. Is it normal to have Riku fighting with you in your first boss battle in Monstro? Cause I swear he wasn’t helping me when I did it, but when my chibi sister played it, he helped her. It was the strangest thing. Course, maybe my memory is backfiring. Or something.

Here’s a surprise of surprises. ^_^ I’ve actually been working on typing Sapphire Waters, and I almost have Chapter 7 done. I think it’s going to be somewhere around 19 pages. Which means if I follow the typing pattern I’ve had for the past few nights, then I’ll finish it by midnight tonight. If I’m lucky, maybe I’ll even start typing chapter eight. Course, from chapter eight on, Elise and I kinda lost track of chapter numbers because we were writing in a book with different sized lines then our other booky thingy. Either way, for those of you who know him, book-san ichi has been retired. On the other hand, book-san san is identical to book-san ichi, so maybe book-san ichi won’t be missed. ^_^;; It’s hard for me to think of the fact that Elise and I are currently working in our third book-san. Those are not small note books we’re writing in.

Anyway, I’m positive K’Ai is female. Seeing as we have boy rats, and girl rats, I compared and contrasted, and she looks like a girl. If K’Ai is a boy, then I feel pitty for the poor thing, because it will have no room for its balls. K’Ai has settled down, anyway, and hasn’t been trying to be Fawn’s boy anymore. I think she was just confused, because she was the only rat in her litter. Usually rats have between 15 and twenty babies. She had no idea what she was supposed to do with another rat her own age.

So the other day, I was really surprised because someone sent me an email saying they liked an essay on my webpage. It was the hundred word essay, and I’m so very surprised at this because I didn’t really like the essay, and I got a fairly bad grade on it at school. The person didn’t sign the email, though, so I don’t know their name. I sent them a thank you email in reply. I always try to respond to people who email me about my site. It’s such a thrill to see an email in reference to my website. Course, then I feel bad because it hasn’t been updated in so long.

But for the next update there will be stuff! Not a lot of stuff, but there will be stuff! There will be: The first chapter of Sapphire Waters, the prologue of the Tomena rewrite, and a section for random scenes that have absolutely nothing to do with anything! And possibly more if I write anything else before Stephy-chan finished the site update.

For those of you who are fond of the writing on my page, I suggest you reread your favorites, because a lot of writing will be taken down in the next update. If I’m not happy with something, it won’t be staying. I don’t remember what I told Stephy-chan to take down, so I can’t even give you guys much of a warning. But I think a good half, if not more than that, of the writing is coming down. So, go read before it’s too late and make my counter go up. ^_^

Yesterday I was shopping with Dad for school stuff and mentioned that I’m planning on using my cosplay outfit for my Civ final, as well as making nikuman, etc. Guess what he said? You’ll never guess.

As long as I use it for school, he’ll pay for it and help me make it.

Who needs a job? Not me! I have the money now for the wig, I think, and I already have the boots, so now all that I need to pay for myself is the hair dressings and the fake nails. Dudes, I am there. This is sooooo sweet.

Social Blog etc. after school.

Schmidt: I like food cuz it tastes good. I even eat lima beans. But the enjoyment of food has lessened due to that ugly little voice bitching at me about calories. At least Grandma isn’t telling me how fat I am anymore…

Elise: I have every version of Simple and Clean, I think. Sabina-sama had a comprehensive list of the Japanese Hikari versions, so I know I have all of those, and I have bunches of others too. I only really like the Simple and Clean PLANITb remix short edit, though. Is it just me or does the Japanese version say things that have nothing to do with the English version?

Steph-san: I dunno about actually becoming a mechanic, but I will be happy to teach whatever I might learn about cars to you.

Moony: It’s the dress from the semi-formal last year, plus a scarf. I still look good in it, but I’d look better if I had a tiny bit of makeup and did something nice to my hair. But as I own neither makeup nor hair styling stuff, the world is safe.

Maybe someday I’ll post a picture of the dress, because it’s a very pretty dress. But not anytime soon, and certainly not with me in it.

List of Simple and Clean remixes I have:

Simple and Clean album mix
Simple and Clean PLANITb remix short edit
Hikari album mix
Hikari PLANITb remix
Hikari PLANITb remix short edit
Hikari karaoke
Hikari Godson remix
Hikari instrumental remix
Hikari orchestral remix

Yeah, the secret ending r0xx0rz. I have no idea what the real ending is like, or if there’s more than one real ending… I just know about the secret ending cuz it’s Riku. Totally Riku. Mmm…

I’m kinda edgy today cuz I’m cold and my hands hurt and I had to call the shrink farm and it turned out that Dad was supposed to call them, not me, despite his insistence that I should call them myself. And I had to tell the nice lady from the intake department what’s wrong with me, and apparently she was rather alarmed. I’m rather distressed by that. I can deal with my friends’ concern, but when the shrink folk are concerned I get upset. I don’t think I’m that messed up, but I suppose it’s possible. I mean, I did try to kill myself. That can’t be good. I miss my old shrink.

On the plus side, the two new classes are painfully easy, yet not so easy that I’ll slack. Hopefully. I have to start planning what classes to take my senior year (A senior already! How did this happen?!) and I think I know what I want. I’m gonna take Astrology (Alright, it’s Astronomy, but still.) and it turns out that all my friends are signing up for the same thing. I also plan on taking an automotive care & repair course at the local tech school. I figure I’ll be the only girl there, but I really want to learn about cars. I see it as a viable career path, right up there with… Actually, I don’t consider any of the other stuff viable. I’d be a really sucky shrink, I’m too horrible with math to do computer stuff, and I refuse to dissect fetal pigs, so being a vet-type-person is out. So a mechanic is the only thing I consider possible. Maybe I’m just pessimistic.

YAY!! FOOD!!! We’ve had essentially nothing to eat for any meal that isn’t dinner (and even dinner has been short-changed lately) but Dad apparently did a little food shopping while he was coming home from work. Food! Food at last! …And my internal demon decides to pipe up by telling me that I can’t eat such-and-such, it’ll make me fat, and I can’t eat such-and-such, it’s got too much salt, and I can’t eat such-and-such… But I’ll feel bad if I don’t eat the ramen, cuz Dad got it specially for me. But the salt content! The calories! Garr…

Different topic: Mum gave me a scarf thingy to wear with my pretty dress. Yes, I have a pretty dress. I look very nice in it, but I always feel self-conscious because my arms are bare. Thus the scarf, which I drape over my shoulders in an appropriately pretty fashion. Me in a dress is like Zhang He in a disco suit. Very. Scary. (I have high heels somewhere, too. And I can dance in them!)

Entry in review: I’m fucked but I’m trying to get better. Riku is a sexy bizatch. I like food. Dresses scare me as much as they scare you. School suxxors. Simple and Clean is still stuck in my head.

Who just downloaded the secret KH ending with muchly sexy Riku? Yo mama, foo’. Whoo-tah! I am so cool. *does the New Video dance*

Note that there’s another entry already today because I was up at an obscene hour. Just had to blog that I HAVE THE SECRET ENDING AND YOU DON’T!!

Insomnia strikes again. Went to bed at 10:30 but didn’t sleep until 11. Woke up at least five times. Woke up at 3 and didn’t fall back asleep. And yet I’m distinctly not tired, despite not having slept well for longer than I can remember. (Which isn’t saying much, really.) New semester today, new classes. Not exactly looking forward to it.

In reference to the title, I usually carry my PS2 memory card in my pocket. Just in case I encounter a wild PS2 in the deep concrete forest and am forced to tame it by playing Tetris or something. Don’t you do the same thing?

Hypothesis: All Disney characters are fruits.
Evidence: a. Hercules had his hand on Cloud’s ass.
b. Whenever Sora climbs something, Goofy headbutts his rear.
c. Just look at Cloud, for goodness’ sake. He’s not trying to be Vincent just for the heck of it.
d. While we’re at it, look at Leon. Although he might just be trying to look like his dad. Depends on whether you really believe they’re related.

Hypothesis: Neechan is crazy.
a. As I was leaving her room after playing KH, she said, “Sleep tight! Don’t let Shibuya bite!” And although Shibuya is a character of mine based on Akito (Fruits Basket), I REALLY don’t think he’s bitten anyone. He’s non-existant. How can he bite someone?

Hypothesis: I am crazy.
a. My dream last night was of a KH parallel game about Cloud, complete with battle scenes and FMVs and new worlds. Minus voice acting, thank God. I rather dislike his voice.
b. This is not the first time I’ve dreamt a video game. Last time it was LotR, FFX-style, with battle scenes and LotR backgrounds and FMVs and when I woke up I was switching Legolas into battle against orcs. Making sure to keep him in the back row where he could shoot his bow better. Yes, I am crazy.

Hypothesis: K’Ai is either a boy or a Nataku. (Yes, I call non-gender things Natakus rather than its.)
a. He keeps humping Fawn.

Conclusion: I am always right. So there.