Two words, Jen: Fuck off. I want nothing more to do with your mind games. I’ve been putting up with you for years just because you’re Neechan’s friend, but I refuse to deal with your shit anymore. If you’d like to know why, here you go:
You have overstepped your boundaries within the club many times and then blamed it on the other council members, saying that you were forced to take over our jobs because we weren’t doing anything. Bullshit.
You “lost” the dues money and conveniently “found” it on a payday, which says to me that you spent it and had to replace it. Be honest.
You change the rules of the club whenever it suits you.
Don’t think I forgot about that thing you thought up with Lain where the club would be REQUIRED to write a Kenshin fanfic in a particular setting. Don’t force people to write, they’re more likely to gnaw your head off.
You slam beople behind their backs.
You have just interfered with a contract with the person who we had doing our T-shirts. A contract is a contract. Going behind our backs like that isn’t going to win you any friends.
You fought down every sensible thing that was brought up within the club. Example: the charter which would have been created (and saved us a lot of problems) if you hadn’t objected for absolutely no reason.
You play mind games with everyone in the club.
If I need any more reasons, let me know. And don’t bother refuting these, because we all know it’s true. And I’ve heard the story you’re telling to the club members, Jen. It’s vague and puts me and Neechan as the villains and you as the hero. Ah, and that reminds me of the last reason:
You revise history however you damn well want to.

I probably shouldn’t actually post this entry. I hate saying cruel things in public. But I’m sick of having Jen twist everything around, so I might as well make it public so there are witnesses. And I wasn’t name-calling or anything, because everything I said is true. So I don’t feel too bad about posting it.

So. On to happier topics. The Sephiroth voting is today, and I’m quite depressed because he’s about 6,000 votes behind. Durn that pansy elf. ^^;;

Moony: I think I can wait until Tuesday, because I already forgot the topic of conversation. …Who are you again? XD

Chibi-kun: Oooooooooh… Never is kickass. I command you to write more! Booyaka! ^.^

Steph-san: Evil always wins! …Or something. >.< I wish it did. Durn the luck! I want Sephy to win! *has a hissy fit*

Off I go! I get to drive around pointlessly for a while. *whistles cheerfully*

Hee. Pirogoeth in a barmaid’s dress. Wonder why I find that so wonderfully amusing.

I didn’t write about this last night, but you must all go to Chibi-kun’s blog and stare at the wonderfulness that is Never. Never is Valkyrie’s male clone, and he’s more agressive than she is. Which is scary. I wonder how much firepower he packs?

Not much to talk about today. The anime club is done for, methinks. Some bad shit went down yesterday, and the tension and political shit happening in the club isn’t good for anyone. Plus, the mind games are seriously reminding me of my biological mother. Need I point out that I’m trying to be adopted for a reason?

Enough of that. Social Blog.

Geo: My day did get much better, thank you. And then I got to sleep lots, so I’m all refreshed! Yay! All your clones are belong to me. XD

Moony: Yeah, that was the first time I’d ever tried that accent, let alone that particular snide comment. ^.^ I’d do anything to get that Sephy + Masamune pic. Give? Please?

Elise: I really couldn’t find it on the CD you handed me. ^^;; Maybe I’m blind? And if I can get you to draw things for me… Ii desu yo! Anata no illust wa sugoi wa yo! ^.^ I prolly messed that sentence up totally, but whatever. I wish I could find the second volume of Lumen Lunae… I have the first and the third, but the second is quite lost. Gekkakaijin Lumen Lunae… Hee. That was pretty funny, wasn’t it? I got a kick out of it, at least. Must be the train-wreck syndrome.

Padfoot: Never again will I let you have caffiene. Never. -_-;; I was cold and wet and tired for a long time, since I ended up being a therapist for a while and didn’t get to sleep until… 10? Means I only slept for 12 hours last night. *yawn* Reminder: Bring in your story on Tuesday. ^.^

Time to stare at swords. Oooh… Shiny….

Go to GameFaqs and vote for Sephiroth. …Okay, so Sephiroth’s battle isn’t today, but vote for him anyway. Sephiroth must dominate. Link is nothing! He will be crushed with Meteor! MWA HA HA!!

Today was miserable. I will attempt to tell ya’ll about it without ranting.

First of all, rain and cold. Bleh. Just snow, damnit. Then, after school the bus never came. We waited an hour because it’s usually 45 minutes late anyway (Quality, ne?) and then attacked the band teacher’s phone. Moony got a ride from her dad in his taxi, but I had just called Neechan, so Padfoot and I went to wait for her. This all took half an hour.

I will skim over what happened next. Neechan brought us to the anime club, even though I hadn’t wanted to go in the first place, and refused to bring us home when we complained of being soaked and cold. I understand the reasoning for this, as the political climate in the anime club is such that she cannot leave. Shit happened. I got even more pissed at certain people in the club whom I will not name because it is unwise to publish such things. They decided to move the club to Burger King, seeing as it is raining. Elise, kind and wonderful person that she is, drove Nikki and I home before going to join them. I ate dinner. I am still cold and wet, despite having changed clothes. I am currently listening to Dies Irae in an attempt to calm down. I will soon look at swords, coo happily over the pretty shinyness, and then be struck with a fic idea that I will never be able to write. Luckily, I have a four-day weekend off from school now. Booyaka.

Dad got me a binder last night, and I have begun decorating it. I have Harry Potter pictures from Diagon Alley, including Harry, Hermione, Ron, and Voldemort in the Powerpuff Girls style (Once I stopped screaming in pain and horror, I became very fond of it. Voldemort is green and evil and he says “Muah!”) and some Marauders pictures. From Kaitaishinsho I got a Lord of the Rings picture (out of five faces I can identify three. I love their art style.) and a Kuja picture. Now I want Yami no Matsuei, X, FFX, Initial D, and FF7. Ah, and I stole some pictures from Padfoot. One is the PERFECT picture of Snape, exactly as I picture him, and the other is Tom Riddle. I adore Riddle. He rocks.

What else to talk about… I’m still cold.

Nat: I don’t remember my Gendo impression at all! Can you tell me more? Pleeease? I remember doing the hand thing with the impassive facial expression and then just hiccuping… Drunk Gendo. XD I need to call you sometime and do my Draco impression for you. Make your mom call my dad so we can meet, ne? Tell her you’ll shower beforehand. XD You must tell me all about the cons when you get back! You have no choice. XD Rinku… Rinku wa doko desu ka? Ara… Here it is. Read the Draco Dormiens and Draco Veritas series by Cassandra Claire. And whatever else in that archive looks good. Ah, the Draco series there are actually straight pairings, and the reson I didn’t tell you to read the third of the series is because it degenerates into a glorified soap opera. The first two series are excellent, though.

Geo: I can imagine your answering machine. “Hey, this is Geo. If you like swords, press one. If you don’t like swords, hang up.” XD Perfect, ne?

Moony: Well, I dunno what it is either. ^^;; I’m obsessed with my fake British accent now… I didn’t now I could do it that well until I tried. ^^;; I always thought I was horrible at imitating accents, but then we started talking about HP and I felt the urge to speak with that accent and Ron started telling me to do it and I was like, “Do what, *Weasley*?” and it was perfect. Booyaka.

My friends (yes, I have friends in real life) thought it would be funny if I started this entry by saying that I need to pee. I thought it was ridiculous, but there ya go. I have weird friends.

I ended up not styling my hair, and it did the Selphie thing again. Not as bad as last time, but still rather ridiculous.

In other news, I now have fallen angels dancing in nightclubs in my head. To classical/techno/rock music. Angel Sanctuary, anyone?

I also started writing a song. It just popped into my head, music and all, so I wrote down a third or so of it before I had to go to a class where I had to pay attention. >.< I have homework already… My Algebra homework is to do two tables: a multiplication table and an exponent table. Which is harder than it sounds. At least it isn’t division… I usually find a way to get around actually dividing something. Which is why I like dividing fractions. ^.^

Neechan downloaded the mp3 of the Devil’s Trill from Yami no Matsuei. Love. I want to listen to it on repeat for a few days, but I’d die when I got sick of it (because I would still love it, I just wouldn’t be able to stand listening to it anymore) so I’m limiting myself. Kinda. I think there are actually two violins playing… I would say it was just one, since I’ve seen people play who can literally make a single instrument sound like two or more, but there’s some overlapping of certain notes that isn’t right for that kind of playing. It’s so neat to see someone play like that, though. This guy was playing a fast part where the notes on one string were kinda monotonous and the melody was being carried on a different string, which was hit every few notes when the bow flashed over… I’m not describing it right, but it kicked ass. I couldn’t see the bow, it was moving so fast. oO;

So, what was the last time I blogged and what have I done since then… Yesterday morning. Well, I went to school, became Goku, and pretended to stay awake in school today. I love my Civ class. We get to create our own culture and play Civilization 2. Or however you spell that.

I haven’t slept much for the past two weeks or so, and I’ve had major allergies and some slight sickness, so don’t mind me if I ramble or whatever. No brain-fingers filter.

The long-awaited Social Blog. Thankee kindly for the one-line comments. XD

Steph-san: Thank you for the link! I hadn’t seen it before, and I’m sure it’ll be very useful.

Padfoot: You’ve calmed down a bit now that you’re back in school. I find this unsurprising. ^^;; Now I’ve just gotta send you the link to that Siri/James story I stumbled across… XD

Moony: …A what? ^^;; I can actually use my sister’s CD drive now, since she has graciously given me permission. Trashy laptops rock! Whoo! I had an evil blueberry muffin today. XD

Geo: You’ve found it too, I see. I like Seifer’s message, myself. He’ll beat you up reeeal bad, yanno. *nod nod* I want FFXInter too. But it was playing on a Japanese PS2, so I don’t think it would plan on an American one. *sigh*

Nat: I’m addicted to Max. I keep wanting to draw him at the worst times. I still haven’t finished the avie fic, but I adore it! Hee hee! I’m glad I conned you into sending it to me. XD I haven’t been on AOL much the past few days, as I’ve been out places most of the time and asleep the rest of it. ^^;; I’ll catch you soon…

Nicole: Yay! Linky! That is incredibly cute, and I really like the LotR one, too. Hee hee. Have I done my Draco impression for you yet? I can say “Weasley” in the most snide British accent. I rock. XD

For those who wonder where the title came from this time, it’s from a fic where Professor Lupin tells the class they’ll be doing a project. Draco promptly announces that he will be making a diorama. Lupin patiently explains that this is a different kind of project, and Draco protests with the above quote. I crack up every time I so much as think it.

My shirt today has a ninja monkey on it. I love Hot Topic.

Sorry for not blogging the past two days. Something came up, and I ended up being Neechan’s navigator for a 2-hour drive, which meant I went along with her to the thing she was going to, which means I slept overnight in a post-college person’s apartment. Shiggity. They had FFX International. SHIGGITY. I played it for 13 hours, since everyone was awake and playing loud music. I’m such a fangirl. XD Graphics whore! Whoo!

School today. I had to wake up at 5:15. I haven’t slept much the past few nights, for some reason, so this sucks royally. At least I have pretty clothes. Lotsa black and shiny metal… Shiny….

*slaps her brain into staying on track* So anyway, I still need to blowdry my new hairdo, which means I must find a blowdryer. Heh. I could prolly also use some mousse, but… I don’t have the brush needed for the styling mousse requires. I think I’ll do my best to get it to dry right and just let it be. …Or use just a little bit of mousse at the ends, because I do NOT want them to curl like Selphie’s hair. At all. …I’m still marvelling at how short my hair is. It’s shorter in back than in front, so it’s kinda disorienting. I like it.

Time to finish getting ready. Did I mention that I had milk and banana for breakfast? I’ll Social Blog when I have more time.

*yawn* Didn’t sleep well last night, but I thought up a reasonable Ryousuke/Takumi fic. I won’t write it because I am pathetic, but I am happy that I figured out how to make it work. Cars cars cars… Actually, I think the main reason I won’t write it is because it involves totalling the Hachi-Roku, and I could never do that. The thought of it makes me want to cry.

Steph-san is asking for volunteers for something to do with FFTactics. I saw “Final Fantasy” and promptly took the test, since I have no idea what characters I could choose from, seeing as I am a loser and have not played Tactics.

	*wizard* the famed master of black magic. “efficient”; funny-looking; intelligent
[Final Fantasy Tactics Job Class]

That’s the second time in a row. Should I worry about my trend towards world destruction/domination? …Barrel.

In addition to Shan-san’s wonderful present to me, I will shortly have Internet on my laptop. Wireless Internet. …Someone pinch me, this must be a dream. XD See, the rule has been that we can only get Internet in our rooms when we graduate high school, and I still have two more years. …Don’t tell Dad that. XD So now, in addition to the DSL thingy, there’s this neato blue box sitting on Pooter-san. My laptop has no CD drive though (Neechan has the only one for our model of pooter and she won’t let me have it even though her pooter is broken) so they can’t install the stuff needed for it to work on my laptop. Which needs a name.

My laptop is old, grey, peeling, and has a Band-Aid stuck to it in a fashionable way. No, it isn’t used. The screen is tiny (I don’t even know what size it is, but it’s smaller than 800×600) but cute, and I have Sorceress Rufus as my current background. Previous background was Vash, and there were none before that. I have a floppy drive and internal speakers, but the only music it can play is midis. I need to install Media Player on it, which can happen as soon as I get Internet, which can happen as soon as I magically produce a CD drive. ^^;; It’s a little slow, too, but in order to keep that from driving me insane I decided that makes it cute. That and the tiny screen. Tiiiiiny screen. Itsy-bitsy. I’ll need to make a seperate version of my webpage that will work with that resolution, cuz I like looking at my webpage. I’ll still be able to use Pooter-san, of course, but if I have Internet in my room I can become a real hermit! Whoo!

…I have no life, do I? I’m gonna go get my hair cut now.

Shan-san is giving me a gift, but it can’t take effect quite yet. When it does, I’ll tell ya’ll more about it, but I want it to be a surprise. ^.^ He won’t let me pay him back for it, either…

Update on hair, even though I think I already mentioned it: I’m getting it cut again tomorrow. Not sure whether to ask them to attempt Sanzo’s haicut. My hair fluffs funny when it gets cut, so they’d have to straighten it or something… Erk. I’ve never had a haircut that fancy. Never been to a hair place this fancy either, even though it’s only a school… Blaaarg.

I finally organized ALL my mp3s. Turns out I have 361, plus whatever new stuff is in KaZaA Lite and some redundant Weiss songs. Much fewer than I thought I had. I have a shocking amount of Eva, Malice Mizer, X, Petshop of Horrors, Two Mix, Chrono Cross, and Weiss Kreuz. I have a whole load of weird songs I got from Steph-san or Sabina, but - DURN IT, STOP PLAYING EVA! I hate Eva music! The only Eva I really like is the instruments tuning and the Messiah stuff! Blerg. *weeds out half the Eva songs* There. Much better.

So now I’m down to 346 mp3s. *yawn* I have headache now… Remind not to do this again. It’s annoying.

So… What other news? I can’t think of anything. Social Blog, then.

Padfoot: …You had caffiene again, didn’t you?

Nat: We’ll pump each other’s egos, ne? And I can’t do art criticism, other than my own, so you’re safe. XD My drawings can’t be incarnations of God, though, because I’m Lucifer. God-chan draws stick figures. XD I will go look at those piccies as soon as I’m done this blog.

Moony: See, drawing is more of a hobby, and if I do something perfectly I want to do more perfect things, because that’s just the way I am. I love the feeling of doing something perfectly.

And that is all for today, because I have allergies and a headache and I’m tired and I want to sleep all day but I shouldn’t.

^^;; My shrink likes the drawings too, for some reason… Dunno why you people like them. All I see when I look at them is what’s wrong with them. So my shrink wants to work with me on this self-esteem thing, because I have none. I mean, intellectually I know that I can do well in whatever I put my mind to, but I always fail to meet my own standards, so in my mind I’ve failed completely. And even if it’s perfect, I’ll find something wrong with it. I dunno why I do that. ^^;; I really need to finish up Circle of Nine (the FFX fic I posted parts of before) and HTML it so that I can post it. I just plain need to finish my revamp, actually…

Mum cut my hair, but it’s longer in back and all-around longer than I’d like, so I get to visit the fancy place. But since the anime club is today, I might have to hide my hair… ^^;; It isn’t that it’s a bad cut, it’s just that I want the new cut to be a surprise. To tell the truth, I was really relaxed about Mum cutting my hair, because I was leaving lots of room for error and we had a backup plan… But if this next cut turns out bad, I can’t do anything but let it grow. Eek.

The anime club is becoming a chore. It isn’t fun anymore, we can’t find a permanent indoor location, certain members of the club are pissing me off, and there’s only a few people I really like there. I mostly use it to read manga, babble to those few people about FF7 and the like, and be Lucifer. Lucifer and socialization can be taken care of at school, which will start in 5 days or so, and babbling about FF7 is something I already do routinely. And keeping in touch with the 2 people I can’t already keep in touch with would be simple. So there’s really nothing keeping me at the anime club other than obligation, but re-elections are next week and I’ve wanted to leave for a long time… Blarg. I don’t know what to do. I feel obliged to keep going to the club (I’m Lucifer, I’m the only one who’s never paid dues[makes me famous], and I’m a council member) but I find no enjoyment in going to the club. It’s too long, too buggy, too sunny, and too boring. And when we do something “exciting”, everything goes horribly wrong. Blaaaaaaaarg.

So now that all the bad feeling are out my system, I will babble about Initial D and music.

Initial D rocks. Yes, it’s poorly animated. Yes, the cars look silly because they’re crappy computer animation. So? Looks aren’t everything. When the Hachi-Roku got tapped and spun out mid-drift and then recovered, I held my breath. Whenever Ryousuke comes on-screen, I squeal. Yes, it all looks horrible. Yes, it’s all about cars. Yes, it can be tedious and drawn-out. So? I knew nothing about cars and was all about pretty animation when I started watching it, and it taught me that not only are cars beautiful, but so is ugly animation. It also taught me that voice actors aren’t everything. Yes, Koyasu voices Ryousuke. So? That’s not why he’s so cool. Yes, Miki Shini’ichirou voices Takumi. So? He sounds delightfully half-asleep. The only time with that series that I’ve squealed over the voice actors was when I got a remix of one of the songs where Koyasu rapped. I’d rather coo over the Takahashi brothers’ cars, thankee. RX-7, oooohh…

So basically what I’m trying to say is that Initial D defies convential anime, in a sense. They have famous voice actors but put no emphasis on them. The animation style doesn’t matter. The weirdness of the computer cars doesn’t matter. The driving is what matters, and even if you don’t understand the garage-babble, it’s pretty clear what they’re talking about. The character interaction is great, and there’s plenty for both fangirls and fanboys. Hot chicks driving cars, Ryousuke giving Takumi flowers before they race… Whee! I gotta write some fanfiction for that boy. ^.^

Music. The Ode to Joy, in its entirety. People singing, volume changing from pianissimo to forte, 23 minutes long. That Ode to Joy. It rocks. At first it always made my cry (Kaworu! *sob*) but I’ve gotten used to it. It isn’t really spectacular-sounding (I like Dies Irae better), but it’s neat.
Next is Ameno. Not really classical, but it kicks ass. The Ameno remix by Era has a nice, medium beat (bass and synthesized drums), cool vocals (solo and choral, I think SAT), and some kickass instrumental in the middle involving strings, synth, and bass. Classical mixed with rock with very nice results.

Social Blog!

Baka: Yay! An artist I greatly respect and adore likes my drawing! I still think ya’ll are just trying to make me feel better, but thankee anyway. ^^ It’s working. I looked at the Val sketch and drooled all over it. ^.^;;

Nat: Well, of course he’s mortified! So am I. ^^;; I can’t believe I drew that… I’m glad you and Amadis like it. I’m so proud with the chibi! I drew the chibi and then I was like, Oh yeah! He’s in a wheelchair! So he was gifted with wheels. XD I’m glad you like my drawings, but they really aren’t that good. (I have a sneaking suspicion that people think I’m digging for complements when I say that. I am not, I really think that. ^^;; ) I don’t think I could draw the Gundam boys if I tried… I drew Duo’s head once, but that was a fluke. I really don’t like that style. ^^;; I wish I could go to a bookstore… And buy a book.

Geo: I can’t do PHP either. ^^;; If you want a better quality pic, let me know. I can try fidding with the scanner or something.

Padfoot: Yes, Eroica is the ’80s manga. I want to drive in those mountains. Hairpins… Oooh…

And my last topic change of the day: I now have volumes 1-5 of Eroica rather than 3-5. The first two had been on backorder, and I wasn’t really expecting to get them, but yesterday Neechan brought the mail in and there was a little package and I thought wistfully, “I wish that were for me.” Then Neechan looked at me and smiled and I was all “OOH! It’s for me! Gimme!” and it was my Eroica manga. ^.^ I love it. Time to add yet another language to the list of ones used in this durn manga, though… XD Their legs are even longer in the first mana! It’s absurd! Their legs are twice the length of their torsos! But I have a picture of a surly Klaus hugging Dorian (it was cold, they were trying to conserve body heat, and he was making sure to touch Dorian as little as possible XD ), and so all is well with the world.

I’ve decided that I’m not going to go to the anime club after this week. It simply isn’t enjoyable and I don’t see any way to change that. After this week I will no longer be a council member, so I don’t feel obliged to continue attending meetings. So long, and thanks for all the pics.

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Shiggity. I kick ass. Booyaka!

No haircut yet, and now I’m not sure I want to get it cut cuz ya’ll are like, “Noo! It’ll look horrible! But do it anyway, because we want to make fun of you.” And the sad part is that it probably *will* look horrible, because if I cut it shoulder-length it’ll curl into Selphie’s hair (God, I’ll cry if I have to look like her again) and I’ve never really had it shorter but I’m sick of it being this long… >.< What I really want is Sanzo's hair. Or Sydney's. Sydney has nice hair, from the one picture I've seen. Perfectly straight and feathery. I really want hair that doesn't fluff when it's short... Blarg. But I'm gonna go ahead and get it cut, because I can always have them straighten it or whatever if it turns out weird. ....WAHHH! I don't want people to make fun of my hair! ;_;

Na~at... You gotta come online sometime today. My whole family wants to use the pooter, though, so I might not be on for very long... I'll steal it tonight for sure, though.

Last night Neechan and I watched the first six episodes of Initial D. Ah, sweet, wonderful Initial D... Yes, it looks horrible. I care not. It's one of the few instances in which I'm not my usual graphics whore self. I lurve the cars. ^.^ And now I know slightly more about cars, so it makes much more sense than the first time I watched it. I stared in horror when Ryousuke was drifting but the 32 just rode up on his butt without drifting at all. Stupid, stupid over-powered car... Non-drift is eeevil. I want to learn how to drift, but there are no cool mountain roads here. Bleeerg.

Alright, let's see what I can do about scans... And topic changes. God, I'm spastic today. This entry sounds like I forgot what I was talking about after every paragraph, doesn't it? But I didn't. I just sat down and started babbling. *sigh* Right, scans.

Geo
Max nekkid
Max chibi
Sad Girl in Snow

Watch out for the nekkid Max. The others are more than safe, though. ^^;; Ack, me and my horrible drawings… I still think the Sad Girl’s feet are too small, but the need to draw has left me high and dry. Can’t fix ‘em. I like the Geo pic just because of his facial expression and what he’s saying. In case you can’t read my handwriting, he’s saying, “No swords? Ch’. Let’s go.” And the Sad Girl’s wings didn’t scan well. Need to darken those…

Blurb about the Sad Girl. She really does remind me of myself when I was younger. Elementary school, maybe. I was a cute little devil child. XD Or maybe that’s like, the personification of my psyche. The more I stare at my psyche, the more freaked out I get by it, so… yeah. I need to read more about abnormal psych. It’s my hobby or something, psychology - just as astrology is Steph-san’s hobby, and book collecting Neechan’s. I’m the psychology chick. Don’t know too much yet, but it’s fun. Freaks me out when I start analyzing myself, but it’s cool.

‘Nother topic switch: Win-san just pulled the Ameno remix with my brand-spanking new skin of Herr Klaus von Eberbach from Eroica Yori Ai wo Komete. …I am vaguely disturbed by this for uncertain reasons. Pulling Garbage’s “Drive You Home” with a Gojyo skin puts me in mind of Gojyo and Hakkai’s sheer flamboyance. …On the other hand, I think Win-san is mostly asleep, because it just pulled Liberi Fatali with a Touya and Yukito skin, and Weiss Kreuz’ “46″ with Ed from Bebop. …I am disturbed.

*Now* Win-san is awake. Win-san is an X fan, see, and it just pulled “Damage” from the Petshop of Horrors soundtrack with a dark skin of Subaru, post-Fuuma. Note me subtly trying to avoid spoilers. ^^;; Erk. Yoru no Uta with Keisuke Takahashi? I think not. Scary.

Someone remind me to organize my Winamp list. I want all my Initial D songs in one place, not spread through my 462 mp3s. ^^;; Actually, there’s more, but they haven’t been added yet…

Thanks, Steph-san. Now I want to make a song where the only words are “dubba dub”. >.< Me and my songs…

^.^ Thankee, everyone! I’m glad you like the drawing. Nat, I’ll get yours scanned today when I see you again, because I’ll forget if I’m not talking to you, and then I can upload them here and give you the URL. Plus, this way I can bribe you into coming online, cuz I love talking to you and I haven’t seen you lately. I’m in Nat-withdrawl! I swear!

So now I’m gonna review what’s going into my next update of my page, which is more for my benefit than yours, cuz otherwise I’ll forget what all I was gonna post.

Arts: Knives with gun, Max, Max chibi, Sad Girl In Snow (okay, there’s no snow, but it’s what I think of whenever I look at her), Geo, Geo as Jrocker, my All Through the Night charas, Face with Eartails, Angel with Earth, AU Sesshomaru, AU Inu-Yasha, Mou Face, Koganei, aaaaand… Maybe some old arts like Young Sephiroth if I can find them hard-copy. That’s it.

Fics: Circle of Nine, Sorceress, Plugging In, plus re-post of All Through The Night, How to Break a Plate, A Chick Named Bozo, and the Gundam Wing Disaster. I’m only posting those last three because some close friends like them, though. I think they’re pathetic. And All Through the Night is getting put back up even though it’s eternally unfinished because I did two arts for it. Wish I could find that drawing of Yuki… Was that even his name? Blarg.

Other: Fortune cookies, skins, update links.

^^;; Wow, that’s a lot of pics. So few fics, though. I think it’s because I focus more on the fics, so they have to be more perfect. I’m very lenient about my drawings. If I weren’t, the only pics up there would be the gifts and my new Sad Girl in Snow. …And Max. That’s one of my better drawings, even though one of his legs just fades out. ^^;; I love the look on his face… So cute and peaceful, which is pretty much the precise opposite of his waking look…

But see, the artistic nudity stems from my inability to draw clothing. I have a book on anatomy and I usually end up staring at people’s various body parts when I’m bored to figure out how to draw them, so nekkid isn’t a problem. Clothes are a problem. -_-;; I won’t be happy until I can draw a chick decked out in Jrock gear. With accessories. I can’t draw chicks either, though. -_-;; Man, I suck…

Sad Girl in Snow is almost done. Her feet ended up being non-proportional, though, so I have to erase from the knees down and draw it all over again. Hope I don’t end up with partially-erased smudges. ^^;; I draw heavily sometimes… Doesn’t lend itself to being erased.

And, as real-world news, I have a follow-up appointment with the oral surgeon today, and Mum will be cutting my hair. ^^;; See, the deal is that if she screws it up, she HAS to make an appointment at the fancy place for me. It also keeps me from having to decide which haircut I want. Mum’ll do the longer one, and if she screws it up I go get the shorter one. And I have an appointment at 4, so I’ve gotta go shower and get my hair cut. Ja, minna! I’ll be online tonight if you want to talk to me. ^.^ (Nat, this means you!)